My complicated heart is out in the open again...
I have decided to post this.... maybe it'll do me no good, maybe it'll help me get it all out of my chest... eitherway.... i'll give it a try... this are a group of questions i have come to ask myself lately and well... maybe... if I start getting the answears i'll post them aswell.... the numbers have nothing to do to which is more important or which i ask myself the most... so here they come...
1. Will I ever get the strength to live my life?
2. Will I ever be loved?
3. Will I ever stop being hurt by people I love?
4. Will my mom ever be more of a mother and less of a sister or a friend?
5. Will I ever go to live to the states like i want to?
6. Will I ever see Lynda in the eyes, face to face?
7. Will I ever get to meet all of this amazing people the internet has help become part of my life? close friends, ex lovers and more?
8. Will I ever get to teach the coolest 16 yrs old kid how to dance so that he kicks ass at school dances?
9. Will I ever be what i really want to be?
10. Why can't life be simple for once?
11. Is it me?
12. Is it them?
13. Em I really the one with the problem?
14. Em I a bad person? lover? girlfriend?
15. Em I bad?
16. What is wrong with me?
17. Why is it so hard for me to be alone?
18. Why do I settle?
19. Why dont i just change?
20. Do I deserve to be loved?
21. What is the thing that i did that was so wrong to get all the chit i get?
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sweetie, what is going on with you....you sound so blue here.
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big hugs
cris/arty